Wednesday, November 25, 2009

100 Thankfuls

I'm thankful for...


Family, family, family *Friends *School/education *Temples *Music!!! *Prayer *Freedom *My car that works and is paid off. *Prophets *Gospel *Scriptures *Little Sisters and Brothers (even the ones that are taller than me.) *Second Chances *Clean water *Healthy body *Cameras *Humor *Laughter *Strength beyond my own *Nephews (So far I only have one) *Books *Home *Children *New experiences and challenges *Teachers *Technology *Mountains *Trees *People *Cousins *Home Teachers *Air Planes *Food *Holidays *People who make me laugh *Miracles *Shoes *Wii Fit (Team) *Sundays *Washing Machines (Clothes/dishes) *My sewing machine (that I am too busy to use right now.) *Sunsets *Talented people *Moon and the stars *Long naps *Sunshine!!! *Happy people *Trials *Dancing *Hidden blessings *The Priesthood *The Priesthood holders *Medicine *Hot Showers *Smart people *Inspired people *Answers *Seasons *Holidays *Happy dreams *Occasional Fridays with no plans *Chocolate chip cookies *Military *Grandparents *Popcorn *Feel good movies *Weekends *Road trips *Sunday Dinners *Happy news *Phone Calls *Relief Society *Perspective *A plan *When things work out *And sometimes when things don't work out *Light *Truth *Change *Professors *Rain *Nature *Missionary couples *Service *Plan of Happiness *Knowledge *Hugs *Surprises *Spontaneity and randomness *Late night talks *Deep thought- provoking discussions. *Art *Honesty *Optimism *Compliments *Power to heal *Faith *Repentance *Thanksgiving *Turkey *

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

He will be missed

I finally have some time to think about stuff other than school and school. This last week my great uncle Henry passed away. I don’t know if it’s normal to be close to great uncles, but uncle Henry was a lot like my Grandpa. Looked like him. Sounded like him. Answered to "Grandpa." And since my grandpa lived across country in Maryland, he filled the shoes willingly and perfectly when Grandpa wasn’t around.

His death was bittersweet. Yes, we are going to miss him. He was one of the most cheerful people I know. But, he had lived a full 90 years and his wife passed away some time ago. It is great to know that they are reunited. Not to mention 8 of his 11 siblings who were there to meet him. I'm sure there was a big family reunion. (Big family=big family reunion. It’s the way to go.)  Whenever someone close passes on, naturally it causes me to pause and think about death and especially life. What is it like on the other side? What is like leaving your body behind? What more can I do to make my life more worthwhile? Of course because of the gospel we have so many answers. I love answers.

His death brought back memories and feelings that I had just over a year while I was sitting vigil with my own grandpa (mom's side) while he was preparing to go to the other side. So many thoughts and impressions came to me. It is awesome (In the true sense of the word.) to be close to someone who is preparing to move one to the next act of this play called life. (Packer, May 1995) The whole experience is incredible and very spiritual.  I was fortunate to be there to say "we love you grandpa" one more time as he was leaving the room. (That is exactly what it felt like.) Birth and death are spiritual experiences, intense, but very spiritual. I've been blessed to have the incredible opportunities of witnessing both.

Although I know that this is not the end and I will see them again, it’s sad to have grandpa's generation slowly leaving. They will be missed. This life is so incredibly short. I'm thankful for life. I am thankful that I have had so many opportunities to fill my life with so many different experiences and amazing people. Each one is priceless and has made me a better person.

These are just some thoughts I have had in the middle of all my busyness. This last week was insane. Decision analysis project, website redesign, 2 oral presentations, power point, interviews--and this was just Thursday. It was fantastic.

Cheers

Sunday, November 8, 2009

Beautiful Autumn

Autumn has been so beautiful here. And I think it is more beautiful when you are closer to the mountains. Which I have absolutely been loving.

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I love this picture.

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I was at school on Friday from 9 am-6 pm, a day that I don't have classes. So I took a deserved break and went to Joanna's Halloween Party. Isn't dressing up fun!! In the picture is Amy, Buck, and me.

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Catching up, Summer 2009

Washington, DC

Island Park

ok so  i have a bunch of pictures of Benjamin

Sunday, October 18, 2009

I've got homework...But it is so nice outside

I planned on getting way ahead on my homework this weekend, but it was too nice outside and so I didn't. Outside trumped, because who knows how many more days we will have like this and the leaves were amazing. Amy and I went walking on the Provo Canyon Trail to Bridle Dale Falls.

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And then I had a date with Benjamin. He drove.

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Look at those cute teeth.

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We laughed, and laughed....

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...and laughed...

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...and laughed until he fell over from laughing.

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It was a super fun night!!!

Sunday, October 11, 2009

Enter to Learn. Go Forth to Serve.

I've been in school six weeks, and it has flown by. I am loving it. Even with Economics. Sometimes it still is a little weird surreal. I never thought I would actually go to school at BYU and that I would be a Cougar. The faculty of the MPA program really work to make it the best experience. Part of that is the unity in the program. Some departments, like law, are very competitive. Not the MPA program. Everyone is there to help each other. And we have a lot of fun together. We have a lounge and if you want to study in there, don't plan on getting a lot done. 

We have been divided into groups and a lot of our assignments are done in these groups. I absolutely love my group, Wii Fit and I feel that I will be successful in the program because of my group.

The classes I am taking are:

  • Organizational Behavior (Team work and interpersonal skills. Fantastic discussions._
  • Economics Decision Making for Managers (We've already had a midterm in this class.)
  • Administration Environment (We learn about different pubic administrations. I haven't quiet figured out what I am going to take from this class yet.)
  • Communication in Public Administration (Writing and presentation skills.)
  • Decision Analysis for Administrators (I'm learning a lot of great Excel Skills in this class. Beyond the basic Excel skills.)

This is my room. 100_0998Its a little corner of my aunt's basement. I really like it, and the price is unbeatable. My aunt is nice enough to let me live with her for free. This is such a huge blessing. I don't know how I would survive paying rent and tuition. I have also learned the smaller my room is, the cleaner I keep it. I think this is the cleanest room I've ever had. Its great!!!

She lives to the east of campus, up the mountain behind the temple.

100_0967Great view of the valley. You can see all the way to mountains on the other side of Utah Lake and to Payson. I like to ride my bike. Going to school is fantastic. I can get there probably just as fast as I do driving, because its down hill and I don't have to worry about parking. But going back home can be a kick in the pants. I feel proud of myself when I get all the way without stopping.

Things have changed since I was last in school two years ago. One thing that is different is everyone has a lap top in class to take notes. Although you 100_0994can often find people doing things other than taking notes. I had a laptop but I felt it was kind of big and heavy to carry around to classes, so I got this little thing. I call her Gigdet and she is absolutely perfect for classes. I put the glass there so you can see how small she is. And she functions just like a normal laptop.

Funny story: Everyone has a laptop in class and one day the professor asked us to pull out a paper and pencil and everyone began scrambling, looking for pencil and paper. Not everyone had one. It was entertaining.

I am kind of bummed that BYU doesn't always have the regular devotionals every Tuesday like BYU-Idaho. They do have them, but some Tuesdays they have a forum or a performance instead. Devos were something I enjoyed every week at BYU-Idaho.

I am glad I am school. Even with the hefty price. I feel like this is where I am supposed to be now. It has been challenging, too. And I sometimes think about what I had to give up to be here but I know that things will be good in the end.

Monday, October 5, 2009

Reasons to love Autumn

Pumpkin chocolate chip cookies
Pumpkin pie
Pumpkin pancakes
Pumpkin Smoothie
Pumpkin roll
Pumpkin squares (cake) with cream cheese frosting...
...mmm mmm good.

It tastes like Autumn.