I love Thanksgiving and I love the holidays. But I am not ready. I haven't even thought about Christmas shopping and I don't know that I am ready to think about it yet. However ready or not its here. Doesn't feel like it should be here. It might be due to the lack of snow.
Work is going good. I enjoy it. But I am not sure if I want to go into education. I enjoy working with youth and I enjoy teaching. But I am not sure if its the direction I want to go. I don't know what I want to do. I am starting to get restless. I want to try something new or go somewhere new. Yes, Already. Its been only three months. But for the last five or so years of my life I have hardly been in the same place for more than six months. Some places even less. But maybe my trial will be to try and stick somewhere for longer. Moving around is getting harder unless I just dump all my stuff at my parents' house and take my suitcase of a few items which I can live for months on. I'm not going anywhere though. I don't know where I would go or what I would do. I am getting the urge to look around. Having a degree is kind of discouraging. For the last eight years minus the mission time its been my driving force. Whether I was studying or earning money to pay for. I always had that to work towards and direct my efforts. Now what do I work towards or look forward to. I guess I could do more education but I am not sure what to study this time. Something will come to me.
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