Tuesday, April 12, 2011

9 days

Have you ever felt incredibly blessed. Things are going good. Really good. Not perfect, but not much you can complain about. And then you realize that it’s been a little while since you have had a major trial. Which means your number has to be coming up…any minute. You find yourself holding your breath…waiting for something to happen. Something that will rock your boat a little bit.

I’m waiting…and trying to not be too comfortable. Something is bound to happen any minute. I have been so blessed these last two years. This opportunity to gain more education has been a definite tender mercy in my life. I love school. I love learning. It hasn’t been easy. But it’s been good. And I have been looked after and cared for by Someone who loves me.

Today I had my last class at BYU. It is a little surreal to be at this point. The time went by fast. Memories of my first day are still fresh in my mind. I’m going to miss class, professors, and classmates.

Sunday, April 3, 2011

16 days

And I am supposed to know all I need to know and be ready and qualified to enter the workforce and change the world. I’m not ready. I don’t feel ready nor as qualified as I feel the expectation will be. I feel like there is still so much for me to learn. A few more classes I should take. But the thought of more classes right now is draining.

It’s interesting. I have the same feeling I had at the end of my mission. I wasn’t ready for it to end. There were still so many things I could do. So many things I could learn. A few things I would do a few things differently. But I was exhausted at the end. I was ready for some rest. I was ready to give others aspects of my life some attention. That is how I am feeling now. Time for some change. Ready or not.

Thursday, March 31, 2011

on the lake

Do you see what I saw? 

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Moonlight on the lake.

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Pictures don’t do it justice. It was pretty magnificent.

Wednesday, March 30, 2011

out my window

What do you see?
 Look closer...
 
I love this.

Monday, March 28, 2011

preponderance of the evidence

(n.) the greater weight of the evidence required in a civil (non-criminal) lawsuit for the trier of fact (jury or judge without a jury) to decide in favor of one side or the other. This preponderance is based on the more convincing evidence and its probable truth or accuracy, and not on the amount of evidence. Thus, one clearly knowledgeable witness may provide a preponderance of evidence over a dozen witnesses with hazy testimony, or a signed agreement with definite terms may outweigh opinions or speculation about what the parties intended. Preponderance of the evidence is required in a civil case and is contrasted with "beyond a reasonable doubt," which is the more severe test of evidence required to convict in a criminal trial. No matter what the definition stated in various legal opinions, the meaning is somewhat subjective.

Thirty-four potential jurors were in the room, only twelve would be selected. You would think with those odds you’d be safe.  They got to number twelve and my name was called and my first thought “I should’ve brought extra underwear.”   The case was scheduled to go for at least three days.

The case was a dispute between a citizen and a police officer. The situation occurred on a normal day, in a matter of moments, within a six-tenths of a mile. Although I tried not to form an opinion too soon, I did. It grew throughout the next three days. As we went in to deliberate I was sure I knew what the outcome would be. I didn’t feel good about it. I was glad to be wrong.

As we examined all the evidence, discussed the testimonies, and considered the instructions from the judge—we weren’t to judge the things that could’ve/should’ve happened, only the actions in one moment—I  realized that although my opinion of situation didn’t change, my ruling did. It was the preponderance of evidence. IT WAS NOT EASY (5 1/2 hours of deliberation.) But I feel at peace with the conclusion.

As soon as I realized what the right thing to do was, I knew the media wouldn’t portray in the best light and that we would be criticized for our ruling. That was an interesting feeling. I distinctly remember feeling nervous for it, but peace at the same time. I think some key decision makers might feel this way. My predictions were right. Don’t believe everything you read in the news.  

Every individual should have a jury experience in order to appreciate the system set up in the constitution. I am a believer in the system. I am thankful I had the opportunity to participate.

Wednesday, March 9, 2011

the final countdown

  • Strategy Book Report
  • Strategy Book Presentation
  • Finish Good to Great
  • Finish True North
  • Self-directed Reading Report
  • Order Cap and Gown
  • Buy plane ticket to China Ouch!
  • G20 Project Final Report
  • Grade Papers
  • TMC Presentation
  • IDP Final Deliverable
  • TMC Written Analysis 
  • Law Midterm
  • Strategy Case
  • Strategy Portfolio
  • Finish Getting to Yes
  • Pay for Performance Presentation 100%
  • Perf. Meas. mini-case
  • Perf. Meas. Final Paper
  • Law Final
  • Grade Papers
  • Grade Papers
  • Resist the urge to pack for China just yet
  • Buy a new pair of shoes
  • Graduate
  • Celebrate
Other important to-dos:
  • Go running or other form of exercise
  • Family History
  • Go to temple
  • Personal History
  • Play hide 'n go seek with Benjamin. 
  • Play with Grace and Elijah
  • Cook

Wednesday, March 2, 2011

be responsible

I chose be responsible. It was a good choice. But now I can't stop. And few other beautiful ski days have passed me by. Trust me I know. I've seen the pictures. I will get there don't worry. One of these days, before the snow melts, I will stop being responsible and I will go ski. Meanwhile, this is making me smile.



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